Is it healing or just waiting

No sé cuando deje de escribir 

Quizás cuando creí sanar

Por un instante 

Relacione la escritura con ellos 

Mis demonios 

Y cuando los eché, o se escondieron 

Mis palabras comenzaron a salir 

De otra forma 

Cuando empecé a verbalizar 

Deje de poetizarlo todo 

Cuando pude expresar en voz alta

Sentimientos 

No sé por qué deje de escribir 

Quizás la terapia fue reemplazo 

Por un instante 

Hace unos días volvieron 

No ellos, o sí, pero mutaron 

Vinieron cargando otras lágrimas 

Otras formas 

Cuando todo empezó a pesar 

Deje de pensarlo todo

Cuando pude gritar en silencio 

La rutina 

No sé quién escribe hoy 

Quizás la tristeza 

Como siempre 

Please close your eyes, woman, please get some sleep

 When your mind is a mess 

I  can't sleep 'cause it hurts when I think 

My thoughts aren't at peace with the plans that I make 

There's waves that can't break all the words that I said

Words can fall short, can't see the unseen 

'Cause the world is awake for somebody's sake

Well, too much silence can be misleading 

I'm drifting, I can hear it in the way that I'm breathing 

I don't really need to find reason 

'Cause out the same door that it came, well 

It's leaving, it's leaving 

Leaving like a day that's done a part of a season 

Resolve is just a concept that's just dead as the leaves

But at least I could sleep, it's all I need 

When I wake I would find my mind would be free 

To go to sleep

And know that if I knew all the answers I would not hold them from you 

Know all the things that I know 'cause we told each other there is 

No other way

IT GETS DARK IN HERE

Your voice gets a little loud when there's nothing to talk about, you shout

I'll find my lights fading out more and more by the hour

If you got time enough for me, sing me a song and send me to sleep

Slip into my headspace while I dream

Spin me a yarn, wrap it up around me 

Dust to dust my friend

Well, you're only blood and bones and I know 

Your heart's at war with your head

I know it's a little late

My timing was never great

But I'm calling

And I can take the hit but I'm sorry, I don't want the bruise

숨을 쉬자 처음처럼

 Necesito una pausa

Pero odio estar en pausa 

Me castigo 

Por ser feliz, por no serlo 

Una y otra vez 

De diferentes formas

La misma de siempre

Una vez más 

Respirar cuesta 

La rutina siempre 

Me sostiene en pie 

Lo único que no 

Pienso 

그래도 이 하루가

끝나잖아

초침과

분침이 겹칠 때

세상은 아주 잠깐 숨을 참아

May a new song begin when these one ends

I hope I will be happier