Claramente tengo miedo

Asumí los riesgos de esta situación, cada vez peor, y me fui acostumbrando. 

Es que a veces vas y me tratás tan mal, que no me hace mal, y me fui acostumbrando. 

Una razón no cabe aquí, te puse a vos antes de mí. 

Siempre dolió y no entendí, te puse a vos antes de mí. 

Una tregua hoy nos puede envenenar, una gota más y esto ya no se sostiene. 

Por amor, por ego o por vanidad... pero la verdad es que ya no se sostiene. 

Hoy quiero dar un paso atrás, se acaba aquí tu voluntad. 

Ya no tendrás mis lágrimas, no quiero más este cuento del último aliento. 

Do I wanna know ?

Do you ever get that fear that you can't shift the type that sticks around like summat in your teeth?
Are there some aces up your sleeve?
Have you no idea that you're in deep?
I dreamt about you nearly every night this week.
How many secrets can you keep?
'Cause there's this tune I found that makes me think of you somehow and I play it on repeat until I fall asleep.

Do I wanna know? If this feeling flows both ways?
Sad to see you go. Was sort of hoping that you'd stay.
Baby, we both know that the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can't say tomorrow day...

Crawling back to you

Ever thought of calling when you've had a few? 'Cause I always do.
Maybe I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new. Now I've thought it through.

So have you got the guts?
Been wondering if your heart's still open and if so I wanna know what time it shuts.
I'm sorry to interrupt. It's just I'm constantly on the cusp of trying to kiss you...
I don't know if you feel the same as I do.
But we could be together if you wanted to.

Ever thought of calling darling?
Do you want me crawling back to you?

Keep asking questions to the ceiling

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us. How we met and the sparks flew instantly, people would say, "they're the lucky ones".

I used to know my place was a spot next to you. Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat. 'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

A simple complication. Miscommunications lead to fall out. So many things that I wish you knew. So many walls up I can't break through.

Now I'm standing alone In a crowded room and we're not speaking and I'm dying to know, Is it killing you like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say since the twist of fate when it all broke down. And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

How'd we end up this way? See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy. And you're doing your best to avoid me.

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us. How I was losing my mind when I saw you here. But you held your pride like you should have held me.

I'm scared to see the ending. Why are we pretending this is nothing? I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how I've never heard silence quite this loud.

This is looking like a contest of who can act like they care less. But I liked it better when you were on my side...
The battle's in your hands now but I would lay my armor down if you'd say you'd rather love than fight.

So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon

I won't take any more lies

Now that I've learned all about you
I won't fall for your games
So don't hate me when I say
That you don't do it for me anymore

Money won't pay for your problems
You gotta fix them yourself
Vices and pity won't solve them
Stop feeling bad for yourself

I'm sorry for honesty
I could not bear to lie to you

You don't do it for me anymore

Why are you pretending this is nothing ?

Si te sirve, jugar a ser otra persona...
Si te sirve comportarte como nunca lo hiciste...
Si te sirve mirarte en el espejo y decirte que todo esta bien.

Si es mejor ignorar tus sentimientos
Si es mejor pretender que nada paso
Si es mejor vivir una vida que no es la tuya.

No se trata de mi. No esta vez.
Es tan extraño verte fingir.
¿Cuándo cerras los ojos al final del día,
Realmente esto te hace tan bien?

No se puede compensar un vacío
Con más vacío
No se supera nada ignorando las emociones

Me entristece verte ser alguien que no sos.

O quizás conmigo viviste siempre una mentira.

Trying to show me that you didn't own me...

but all you do is leave me fucking lonely

You learn to need the things that stop you dreaming

Deje paso a los pensamientos pretendiendo que tenía elección. El corazón se arremolina y no entiendo bien que pasa.

En un segundo su recuerdo lo trae el viento, una imagen tan vivida que me olvido del momento. La fantasía toma la carrera y como en un sueño se amontonan todas las posibilidades. 

Invocar al olvido parece fácil pero en cada milimetro de piel se encuentran recuerdos de su presencia. 

Pensar siempre fue un daño colateral. 

Olvidar.

Superar. 

Pensar. 

Nunca puedo parar de pensar.