I've been down since July
Motion capture put me in a bad light
I replay my footsteps on each stepping stone
Trying to find the one where I went wrong
Writing letters addressed to the fire
And I was catching my breath
Staring out an open window catching my death
And I couldn't be sure
I had a feeling so peculiar
That this pain would be for evermore
Guess I'm feeling unmoored
Can't remember what I used to fight for
I rewind the tape but all it does is pause
On the very moment all was lost
Sending signals to be double crossed
And I was catching my breath
Barefoot in the wildest winter
Catching my death
And when I was shipwrecked I thought of you
In the cracks of light I dreamed of you
It was real enough to get me through
But I swear you were there
And I was catching my breath
Floors of a cabin creacking under my step
And I couldn't be sure
I had a feeling so peculiar
This pain wouldn't be for evermore
