I'm going to stay in the wrong

Because I don't know how to get 

through the thicket of my own mind in order 

to reach whatever it is that I'm supposed to do

I'm going to stay the same

and the same

and the same 

until I die of it 

What I feeling is shame

raw, loathing shame

I don't want to be the person I am

I don't want to be the person 

who just did what I did

I am awful 

I am heartless

I am scared

that these things are actually true

Maybe I came on too strong

Siempre lo mismo
Vuelvo a mis demonios oscuros
En los momentos menos adecuados
En el momento justo

Mi mente me enreda
Vuelvo una y otra vez
Al mismo lugar
Al mismo dilema

Digo y me desdigo
Hablo y arruino
Sentimientos
Momentos
Me arruino

Una y otra vez en un círculo vicioso
Egoísta
Egocéntrico
Destructivo


Como no voy a perder cada partida
Si hago una mala jugada en cada turno

Maybe I play my cards wrong,

Just a little bit wrong