Crash land out in the desert
Picking through the wreckage with shaking hands
Ash and embers still burning
Propeller still turning
Churning the sand
Lover, oh my lover
I know I'm not easy to understand
Cover, darling take cover
For I am the sandstorm
And you are the sand
Last night is painful in hindsight
Like a drunk in a bar fight
Ashamed and alone
You're like a fox in the headlights
Running out through the dark night
Silent as stone
Oh darling take cover
I am the sandstorm
You are the sand
I gave my blood, sweat and tears for this
I hosted parties
And starved my body
Like I'd be saved by a perfect kiss
The jokes weren't funny
I looked around in a blood-soaked gown
And I saw something they can't take away
'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned
Everything you lose is a step you take
Take the moment and taste it
You've got no reason to be afraid
You're on your own, kid
Yeah, you can face this
You're on your own, kid
You always have been
It's just my name,
It's just my skin
Holding a boulder
Can you swim?
Oh as we fall
Through the water
You find a piece within
And you know it's just your skin
Well I was never lonely 'till the day that I was born
Since that day I masquerade in a skin that I have worn
El proceso ya comenzó.
Las inquietudes traen algunas certezas.
La posibilidad de compreder, de comprenderme.
Enterder mi interior, mi pasado y mi presente.
Una palabra nunca antes pensada
Hoy puede explicarlo
Y quizás no se defina, existe la posibilidad
Pero quizás la oficialización no lo es todo
Quizás es suficiente comenzar a enterderlo, entenderme
Independientemente del resultado
A veces me agota. La transición. El camino.
¿Acaso nunca se termina el proceso de sanación?
Sí, hay muchos momentos soleados en el paseo.
A veces, pero a veces... me cansó.
De despertar luchando conmigo misma
Una vez más
El día a día no siempre es igual
Los días más pesados me hacen más pesada
Los días más livianos, me hundo
El día a día suele ser siempre lo mismo
Los días más pesados quiero correr
Los días más livianos, quiero desaparecer
Dos caras de una misma moneda
Un círculo del que creo haber escapado
Para abrir los ojos y ver nuevamente que
A veces me cansó
A veces me agota
Sobrevivir
Twenty seven years, twenty seven years old
Only thing I know, the only thing that gets old
Only way I can be, is to say what I see
And have my shadow hanging over me
I don't know where I'm running, but I know how to run
'Cause running's the thing I've always done
I don't know what I'm doing, but I know what I've done
I'm a hungry heart
I'm a loaded gun
Twenty seven years, twenty seven years now
Only thing I know, I know that I don't know how
to please everybody all of the time
'Cause everybody's always fucking changing their minds
A little bit faded
A little bit jaded
Not gonna stop and I won't be persuaded
To write words I can't believe in
Twenty seven years, twenty seven years done
A week brushing my teeth and a week getting my haircut
Eight years sleeping, I'm still tired when I wake up
A whole year eating, I still gain weight fuck
Twenty seven birthdays, twenty seven New Years
Ever dying old hopes
Ever growing new fears
Don't know where I'm going but I know how I got here
All the things that you've been through match the scars on you like tattoos
In a couple of days we could be gone
Leave with nothin' and start travelin' home
No time to waste, I''ve been here before
In the undergrowth divided by the single moon
And I've been waitin' and nothin's been that easy for me lately
I'm looking for somethin' now
Don't trip or you might stall out
In this town there's nothin' in my name unless I make it
And I'll tell my story even if it breaks me
